Hi I Am Juan

Honestly i got nothing that really comes to mind. I think when i read this one line over and over again i just understand the feeling that came when meeting a satisfied moment. I could honestly recall many times i felt so satisfied in my life and i know i should choose one so i am gonna recall the only memory i have popping in the back of my head.I won’t disclose names but it might be easy to tell of course if you know me.

It was June 16 around 12 AM in the morning. I was tired, i was nervous, and i was scared. I was on the phone with a person really close to me. It was a moment when your heart starts to sink in nervousness and your palms turn to a heat wave. The air becomes thick and your very mind turns to rubbish in the midst of a conversation. I recall my very actions of sitting still with the light fully hanging on the ceiling. The curtains fully open, the moon shining so bright through the small window as well. It was a beautiful night but as well as my most fear night. It seems like my time was cut from hours to mere minutes.The phone was no longer a phone but was the device that was holding my decisions. It was the only mediator in the conversation. Standing between me and this other person. I sat in silent pauses waiting for my turn.

It seems like an eterntiy whenever you are waiting for an answer. An answer which you know could have an effect on the way your future may hold or not change. The answer was like the two boxes that needed to be checked marked right away for a vote on what the next course of action should be. As eternity passed by, i sat and listened. Till i heard the soothing voice of the woman on the other line, “If you want me to be your girlfriend just ask me.” I sat and thought about the decision in a quick second. The second that lasted an hour in my mind. I recalled the last year and the many events that has lead to that one moment i was sitting in. The first time i met her, the awkward but entertaining first time hanging out, and the conversations spoken before. It all came to the matter of if i looked at this person as a person i cared for and did not wish to hurt. I knew going into a relationship should not be about messing with each others hearts.So i asked myself do you have the courage to ask her out?

As the long hour in my mind passed, i answered in short reply, “________ would you be my girlfriend?” then came the eternity back again to hit me again. The 5 seconds that it took, my mind was running. Then the slap of reality came and hit me in the face when i heard, “Yes.” The one word that made me jump in excitement. It was that moment where i was completely satisfied in my life.

And if this story was not good enough for you, i guess i you can just cross all this out and go with my first answer which would be accepting Jesus in my life but that should be noted without even saying it. :D